Shadows
The chimes of the night
She sits on the staircase
Whispering to its shadows,
How it feels to be a complete mess;
How it feels to be unsteady
Not giving and taking
In measures of perfection;
How it feels to be a fluid
Rather than a fixed space of
Bricks huddled together,
Loving and living in measures,
Staying firm and sturdy,
With heads held high
Despite being stamped upon;
How it feels to be a river
An overflowing river that does
Not know to give in measures,
That giggles when stamped upon
Creating ripples of solace,
One that does not know how
To love with conditions- one
That is endless, going on and on
Until the day it dries up, parched,
One that carries away everything
With it - everything in the one
She has loved and dwelled
Unlike these stairs that steadily
Fix things with goodbyes and
Dead stares, solid, confident.
The shadows of these stairs
Yawn, having so easily forgotten
Everything in the one they've
Loved, retiring to rest in the
Embrace of the cosy evening winds.
The brightly lit, sound clad
Procession of Lord Ganesha
Passes by in the street, offerings
Held, chants spelled and
Drums beat through the
Fissures in the dying heart.
The cracked rosary ring breaks
Into two and falls over the
Toppled pages of the book
One half is missing, she notices
She takes the other half in her arms
Luckily, the half that is left is
The half with the cross.
- Vinaya Mary
19.11.23

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